"I have been Roland, Beowulf, Achilles, Gilgamesh."
The first terminal on Kill Your Television (KYT) displays a second intriguing message which is easily missed. To refresh your memory here is the text of the message.
While the text is unformatted and slightly garbaged both Michael Hanson <hanson@cs.stanford.edu> and Gabe Rosenkoetter <acrosenk@artsci.wustl.edu> provide similar formatted versions. The following is an edited version of their combined work, including proposed punctuation.
I think the word "Lethe" is spurious. None of the other capital letters in the original text remain themselves when degarbaged, so why should the "L" here be different? Bo makes a valid point and offers a simpler interpretation. However, Michael Hanson <hanson@cs.stanford.edu> pointed out sometime ago that the word Lethe did exist. Michael wrote:
Lethe, like the Styx, is one of the rivers running through Hades, the Greek underworld. It embodies forgetfulness -- anyone immersed in its waters is said to lose all their memories. Thus the word "Lethe" did seem appropriate in the context of the rest of the text although not grammatically correct. Using Bo's interpretation here is the formatted text of the KYT terminal.
I have been Roland, Beowulf, Achilles, Gilgamesh. I have been called a hundred names and will be called a thousand more before the world goes dim and cold. I am hero. She has been nameless since our birth, a constant adversary caring for nothing but my ruin, a sword drenched in my blood forever, my greatest and only love. She is the dark one, the enemy and lover, without whom my very existence would be pathetic and vulgar! Our relationship is complex and perhaps eternal. We met once in the garden at the beginning of the world and, unaware of our twin destinies, we matched stares across a dry fountain. And I recall her smiling at me before she devoured the lawn and trees with a translucent blue flame and tore flagstones from the path and hurled them into the sky, screaming my sins. I powder a granite monument in a soundless flash, showering the grass with molten drops of its gold inlay, sending smoking chips of stone skipping into the fog. She splinters an ancient oak with a force that takes my breath and hurls me to the ground. She lea% [leaves?]
Should we expect to find the Roland=Strauss symbolism in terminals other than the one in "Fire!Fire!..."? In particular, does Strauss have any connection to the unformatted "Kill Your Television" terminal - "I have been Roland, Beowulf..."? My first impression is no. I think that this is Durandal referring to himself. The difference is that in M2, Durandal has matured to the point of being his own master. Now he _is_ Roland, not merely the sword. Strauss is but a fading memory (or is it a repressed trauma? ;-), so the Roland symbolism has changed accordingly. A great deal of speculation has been generated about who wrote the first terminal on "Kill Your Television". Was it Durandal, Thoth, or the You? Sometime ago I wrote on the Durandal (part 2) section: Now this is very interesting. The first part of the unformatted terminal text on "Kill Your Television" states the following: Two questions spring to mind about this terminal. Firstly who wrote it and secondly who does it refer to?I have been Roland, Beowulf, Achilles, Gilgamesh. I have been called a hundred names and will be called a thousand more before the world goes dim and cold. I am hero.<Kill Your Television (Terminal 1: 2nd message)> The fact that Durandal is described as Roland's sword and not Roland himself suggests that it does not come from Durandal. Indeed as Angus points out above it would appear that the sword 'Durandal' had a former existence as the weapon of Achilles. Are we seeing a pattern here? Is the Marathon's AI 'Durandal' not similar to a weapon, albeit a futuristic weapon? Is it possible that somebody (or something) is using Durandal as a weapon in the same way as Durandal uses us? But who is pulling Durandal's strings? The Jjaro perhaps? Samaras Alexander <asamaras@winnie.fit.edu> points out who are the heroes in Marathon? Surely not Durandal but rather us. Samaras goes onto to say:
...the header (ugv0-i6tck[24 2h26u njk==tp12t1) hardly seems like something Durandal would begin a message with. Now, you may be asking, "If this is us, where is the message coming from?" Probably the same place that the messages in Marathon Infinity came from(you know...the Hangar 96 terms, the terms in Eat the Path, etc.)... Lastly Samaras makes a valid point when he writes:
If this is us, and we are Roland, then Durandal is our sword, our tool to accomplish our own ends. Who is using who here? In a recent interview with Greg Kirkpatrick he stunned the audience by starting to ask the questions: toolboi: so if Durendal was a weapon for Roland to use, Durandal was a weapon for ? to use?Needless to say the hapless interviewer didn't get it right the first time.
Sounds like a battle between Good and Evil to me. I think that You are probably Good, Hero, Destiny, "fitting into an infinite pattern". Therefore, you are Roland, Beowolf, Achillies, Gilamesh. "You have been dead a thousand times". Forrest goes onto to say:
Maybe this is what the Pfhor got out of your brain during that missing month that you were in The Big House.
In "Never Burn Money", we are presented with a terminal that doesn't seem to make any sense whatsoever:WARNING: CORE OS (AF44+2DEB) MOD DATE LATER THAN CURRENT DATE/TIME ff~~x~f~sx~~ %%%here was nothing to be gained from hesitation now%&^)}:>?~~~~~~~fxf~~~~~~~~~~f~~~~ et in her possession it would become something of consequence: though it was nothing more than a simp~le tho`~~``f`~~~rticular flower, or more precise~. ~~hen she had it just so the room flickered and tore, bending into somewhere else: ~~~ffs`~~~~f~~~[system error #25 at _Jackson]~~~~%*|\]~``se which she caused to be consumed by an ashless fire. doors opened before her without cause, their locks rusted and shatter#~#[>ff fxf~~~~~ ~~efore her slender hands began to dance in front of her horrified face. r~~fefore turning into a fine powder which settled in a pile on ~~~~4*) where she had been standing.<'scod BFB1 0002'+1Ad2> 14 seven hundred miles away, eyes on fire, tearing at her hair. Turning in fury she kicked viciouslyf aAnger made her careless and she mis~#&fx~~~gBd{}{@fx($~~~~ !#%8\ ~fxf~~~~fx 34<Never Burn Money (Terminal 4)> John makes an interesting point. Could there be a connection? The "Never Burn Money" terminal in question is designated as ;L023.AMS.Random.Term3 which suggests that it is simply a garbage term, thrown in to create atmosphere. Yet as John clearly points out there are similarities between the two terminals. Both contain a female character with a seemingly violent or chaotic nature. The "Never Burn Money" terminal also contains elements that can be found in the Gheritt White terminal, a point raised in the Gheritt White section. It is also interesting to note that the Gheritt White terminal was originally destined for "The Rose" level but for some reason ended up on "Never Burn Money". Was this move deliberate? Is there a connection between Gheritt White and the women in the "Never Burn Money" terminal, and the characters in the KYT terminal? Note also that "Never Burn Money" is the level which contains the map writing:
JJARRO WERE AT TAU CETI Writing that can ONLY be seen with a map editor and writing that provides the ONLY connection between Pathways Into Darkness and Marathon. We might justifiable ask ourselves "why?" Why hide the only connection to the Jjaro and Pathways Into Darkness in such a way that it would never be found until the advent of a 3rd-party map editor? But then... haven't we seen this theme before?
iam%hero the % could be a missing letter similar to the % in for%ver. Thus instead of
i am hero we have
i am a hero While it doesn't change the meaning it is possibly a more accurate deciphering of the text since it doesn't ignore the % sign.
Try fingering: jon3@harper.uchicago.edu . Make sure you turn on verbose fingering to see the whole message. In unix, use "finger -l" to get the long version.
[harper.uchicago.edu] Login name: jon3 In real life: igne ferroque Directory: /nfs/harper/h10/jon3 Shell: /usr/local/bin/tcsh Last login Fri Jan 2 15:34 on pts/24 from 209.125.9.21 New mail received Wed Feb 25 09:57:56 1998; unread since Mon Jan 26 18:13:59 1998 Project: if this doesn't peg your weirdo-detector, nothing will <grin> Plan: i have been roland, beowulf, achilles, gilgamesh; i have been called a hundred names and will be called a thousand more before the world goes dim and cold. i am a hero. she has been nameless since our birth; a constant adversary, caring for nothing but my ruin, a sword drenched in my blood; forever my greatest and only love. she is the dark one; the enemy and lover without whom my very existence would be pathetic and vulgar. her eyes steam and boil in the night (she is fantastically beautiful yet i cannot stand the sight of her). our relationship is complex and perhaps eternal. we met once in the garden, at the beginning of the world and unaware of our twin destinies (not the garden of Genesis, but another; forgotten, untended and now choked with weeds, unvisited except for ourselves). we matched stares across a dry fountain, and i recall her smiling at me before she devoured the lawn and trees with a translucent blue flame and tore flagstones from the path and hurled them into the sky screaming my sins. our reunions there are epic battles fought without quarter, often in the dark as the moon is seldom visible and the sun never. i powder a granite monument in a soundless flash, showering the grass with molten drops of its gold inlay, sending smoking chips of stone skipping into the fog. she splinters an ancient oak with a force that takes my breath and hurls me to the ground. she leaves and i lie in the slow rain of burning slivers of wood, staring at the low, dark clouds, craving our next meeting. Craving for our next meeting eh? So there you have it the full text of the The Unformatted KYT Term including the unseen ending. Another mystery solved... or just beginning?
I was watching the Original Star Trek episode "Requiem for Methuselah", and toward the end, I heard something that seemed related to Marathon. James went on to describe the episode. Here are some details.
Stardate: 5843.7 As James Gurnee points out this is similar to the line:
I have been Roland, Beowulf, Achilles, Gilgamesh.
I have been Roland, Beowulf, Achilles, Gilgamesh. I have been called a hundred names and will be called a thousand more before the world goes dim and cold. I am a hero. William writes:
Michael Moorcock used the idea of "the universal soldier" a lot in his stories; one idea was that many of his main characters were in fact the same character, just reincarnating all over the place. William refers to the Eternal Champion series - a collection of stories set in Michael Moorcock's "multiverse". The following is taken from Michael Moorcock's The Eternal Champion (Omnibus Intro):
The "multiverse" is a multitude of alternative universes intersecting sometimes with our own and to which, of course, our own belongs - an infinite number of slightly different versions of reality in which one is likely to come across a slighlty different version of oneself." Many of Moorcock's heroes are aspects of the Eternal Champion, a mystical figure resembling, though predating, Joseph Campbell's "Hero with a Thousand Faces". In times ranging from the sword-wielding, sorcery-ridden past to the post-nuclear future of the Tragic Millennium, Order and Chaos are elemental forces locked in perpetual battle. And at the center of that maelstrom is the Eternal Champion, fighting sometimes for Order, sometimes for Chaos, but always embattled and always crucial to the outcome of the nonetheless endless struggle. Here are two quotes from books in the Eternal Champion Series:
The Tale of the Eternal Champion. "Doomed to live forever in a thousand incarnations. A key player in the Game of Time, he yearns for his lost love and the tranquillity of fabled Tanelorn." and
A Nomad of the Time Streams (Eternal Champion Series, Vol. 4). "Captain Oswald Bastable is forced to question his most cherished ideals as he becomes a nomad of the time streams, eternally traveling the wayward currents and nameless branches of a chaotic multiverse."
Just wanted to write in with a little tidbit that applies to the "Facts and Puzzling Things About" section - it generally applies to "The Unformatted KYT Term. Message" (I have been Roland, Beowulf, Achilles, Gilgamesh...) and, to a lesser extent, to "You". |